black holes.

when I was younger before I had glasses human eyes looked like black holes and dogs looked like demons everything was blurry I always had to step just a little closer just to see a little better but this was my world I hadn't known anything different I probably could have been content living in...

sister.

“I don’t want her to go” “we just love her too much don’t we” “if there was a bigger word than love I would use it”

a poem for my best friend

REASONS WHY I SQUEEZE YOU EVEN TIGHTER WHILE WE’RE HUGGING AND YOU BEGIN TO RELEASE, THIS IS WHY I DON’T LET GO because I’m afraid that the threads holding you together will snap because I know what it feels like to be lonely and I need you to know that you don’t have to be...

trickster.

my eyes trick me into seeing things that aren't really there I see you smile I see you happy but you're not happy you are barely making it through the day.

paper room.

paper there's paper everywhere I feel like an entire forest is in my room paper on every inch of the walls but when I look up it's blank paper room covered in paper pictures and paper words I cover my room with people and things and memories in hopes that i'll forget that flowers always...

christmas eve.

every christmas eve a lot of my extended family and I get together and throw a huge party. I look forward to it every year (I think I'm more excited for christmas eve than I am for christmas) but this year the excitement wasn't getting to me for a couple reasons a lot of my...

this isn’t goodbye.

this isn't goodbye this is just a "see you later" I don't want to go why would I leave paris when I just found it? so this isn't my last post but it might be the last one some of you read. so I guess I just want you to know that your words are...

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i'm not ready for this to be over .

#different

here's something a little bit #different. these are letters to the people that have impacted me the most. : dear ***, you are my best friend. i'm so lucky to have you in my life. throughout all the crap we both have been through, you've been there for all of it. I couldn't survive without...

moving on.

I saw you on black friday you looked really different skinnier darker hair and something else I can't quite put my finger on i couldn't really tell if you were genuinely happy or if you were just pretending to be. I ended up telling you something that's happening in my life even though you're not...